Place : Bhiwadi
Time : October,
2008
I was explaining
different concentration exercises to focus mind and experiences in meditation
to my students. After practicing concentration exercises, I asked them to close
their eyes and focus. After ten minutes of silence, I noticed that the tears
started flowing from the eyes of one of my students. That was an unique experience
in meditation! About which I had read in books only but had never experienced. There
was a little feeling of jealousy in me but a very strong desire to experience
it. I desperately wanted to practice hard and experience the magic of purity in
the form of tears.
Place : Sivananda
Kutir, Netala, Uttarkashi
Time : September,
2016
After completing
my Teacher Training Course from Netala, I went to nearby places like Dayara
Bugyal, Gangotri, Gaumukh and Tapovan as there was a week gap until my next
course Sadhana Intensive started in Netala.
Trekking to these places was mesmerising, adventurous and quite hectic. When I returned to Sivanada Kuitr near Siror Bridge on the evening before Sadhana Intensive began, I was suffering from dehydration and fatigue. Even plenty of liquids and fruits didn’t help me and my health further deteriorated. Now I had cold, cough, constipation and muscular pain in limbs. I was feeling extremely tired.
For one week I
attended the classes regularly but decided to leave the course in between as I
was not feeling well and there was nothing new to learn and experience. I had
to drop this idea as I found it impossible to travel to Dehradun airport (6
hours horrible journey for me because of travel sickness) alone in taxi with my
poor health. It was better to pull one more week and travel down hills with
friends. Hence, I continued the practice.
In the second week, they introduced new techniques for focusing mind like mahamudra, mahabanda, mahaveda, viprit karni. They as well increased the duration of practice. One practice was of three and a half hour and every day it had to be repeated thrice, which means more than ten hours of sadhana. I practiced sincerely whatever I could with my not so good health.
Sivananda Kuitr near
Siror Bridge was situated near river Bhagirathi (Ganges). It was amazing
experience to live, to learn, to study, to practice and to meditate near the
sacred river. Hindus believe that bathing in the river Ganges causes remission
of sins. While taking a dip in river, people leave something behind generally
bad habits, food items or negative thoughts. As I took dips in Ganges, I forgave
two individuals whom I was finding extremely difficult to forgive. A huge
unnecessary burden from my mind was removed. The river Ganges helped me and I
felt light from inside, really very light!
On the last day of
practice, while doing Anolum Vilom, the tears started flowing from my eyes. I had
waited and practiced quite long to experience this ecstasy. The ashram’s calm
and serene environment, restricted diet mostly khichadi and moong dal with less
salt and no spices, doing neti (cleansing exercises) regularly, Mataji’s guidance
and caring attitude helped me in purifying myself and growing spiritually.
I highly recommend this course for spiritual aspirants.